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[16 Jul 2009|11:43am]
Someone asked you what you wanted, what would you say?
a 2-day weekend

Are you wearing anything that doesn't belong to you?
it's all my own stuff

What's on your wrist right now?
nothing... surprisingly. I usually always have a hair tie

Have you ever stayed up all night on the phone?
Yes

Who do you tend to have the most fun with?
Kerri

Would you call yourself smart?
yes

What are you listening to?
The music at my work. My boss isn't coming in till 1:30 and I finished most of the designs

If someone liked you right now, what would be the best way to tell you?
Don't show it. I have a boy... although he's a pain in the ass

Are you looking forward to anything?
Working at a job that I want to work at for the rest of my life. Getting a house.

Do you open up to people easily?
yes

Has anyone upset you in the past week?
yes. Some stupid French person at the restaurant and of course, Dennis.

Does anyone call you baby?
yes

Who is the last person you had a serious conversation with?
hmmm Either my boss or dennis or my mom

Do you like where you live?
not so much

What is the last thing you said aloud?
See you soon

Are you an emotional person?
haha yeah, but only with the boy

If you could change your eye color, what would it be?
I would look weird with a different eye color. But maybe a lighter brown.

What is your favorite board game?
Life and Cranium and Apples to Apples

What are you doing tomorrow?
working, going to the gym, and maybe making dennis take me out for drinks since it's a friday.

Are you currently frustrated with anyone or anything?
My boss, a little.

Is there someone you wish you could be spending your time with right now?
I'm pretty sure I would rather hang out with people than work ;)

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
not at all

Do you think anyone's thinking about you right now?
naw

What are you planning on doing after this?
Working on another kitchen design

Were you ever obsessed with Vitamin Water?
nope, never had it

Mood right now is?
tired!

What do you literally do everyday?
work

Do you own more then 16 shirts?
oh yes 16 x 100

Do you dress for style or comfort?
I dress for stylish comfort. I won't wear something stylish if it isnt super comfortable.

Today, would you rather go back a week or go forward a week?
forward I guess...

Who is the last person you cried over?
My dad. He's sick.

Who do you tell literally everything to?
Kerri and Dennis.

Can you trust the number 1 person on your top?
yes

Do you have twitter or facebook?
I have a facebook but rarely use it

Do you believe in love at first sight?
no. I don't even remember seeing Dennis the first time. Although I got an instant crush on dana when I met him.

Do you think everything happens for a reason?
Yes, or else the world would be meaningless

Where did you last sleep besides your house?
House-sitting at my boss'

Do you think you will be successful?
I am successful!!!! haha. Actually, I'm scared that I won't end up being successful in something that makes me happy.

Do you think everything revolves around money?
Pretty much. Even if you don't want it to, 95% of things do. It sucks. But it's life.

Do you talk a lot?
Yesssss I do

Is music 'your life'?
not at all

Do you think the last person you held hands with will hold your hand again?
uh yeah

Do you like school?
I do, that's why I keep on going back

When is the next time you will kiss someone?
around 5:15 pm

Last time you talked to your mom in person?
Yesterday

Have you ever fallen asleep in someone's arms?
Yeah

What's on your bedroom floor right now?
it's clean, so just a rug, chest, nightstand, bed, dresser, entertainment center.

When is your birthday?
November

Is anyone on your bad side right now?
nope

Do you hide your feelings or show them?
I can't hide anything

What should you be doing right now?
working on designs, I guess

What are you listening to?
another song on the cd

Are you getting engaged anytime soon?
nope

Do you feel awkward when strangers say hi to you?
no, it's nice.

Are you thinking about anyone?
now that you asked me
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[16 Jul 2009|11:35am]
I don't think any of my friends use livejournal anymore.
I think I will always use it.
It's my actual journal.

Yesterday was my grandma's 81st birthday. My parents, Dennis and I went down there and brought her KFC (what she wanted, weird I know) and hung out. She sang some of her favorite songs that she sang to her kids when they were young and it was cute. We had fresh peach pie and gave her presents. It was nice and relaxing. Then Dennis and I had to drive to my boss' house because they went out of town for a concert and we were house-sitting. They are FINALLY making me a key since I house sit for them so much.

This last weekend was really nice.
Saturday was the fight and I finally got to see some girls my age.
Working at the Cabinet Corner has limited the amount and kind of people I interact with.
And waitressing in Cambria is usually for middle-age and older people.
Sunday Dennis and I went to the swap meets and I found super nice jewelry that I love ad a earring stand holder that I had to really barter for because they had it for their display earrings but I've been looking for one forever! It's really neat. Old wood. Handmade and antique.

Our place looks really cute.
Although I want to move because we are still having problems with everything.
I can live there for another 6 months though so we'll see.
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[09 Jul 2009|03:55pm]
Forth of July was lots of fun!
I would have won the hoola hoop contest but I wanted my man to get a prize... awwwww
Anyways
Drinking with the boss is quite fun.


Dennis took me to the melodrama, kaycking, miniature golf, and a seafood place.
At the seafood place we ordered a bucket of crab and they gave bibs and it was lots of fun.

Dennis and I sat next to a couple during dinner. They were super nice and gave us wine and stuff. I later asked her husband what they did for a living and he said that his wife is kind enough to let him live off her singing money. Yeah the lady next to me was Carlene Carter- The daughter of Joan Carter who was married to Johnny cash. She got mad at her husband and quickly changed the subject. Sure enough when I looked her up on the computer... it was her!
That was fun :)
She took a picture of dennis and I (before I knew who she was) and it turned out horrible. But I'll save it anyways :)

Work is good
I have my own clients and I designed their 3 bathrooms for them and yesterday they paid their deposit
:)
I'll be getting commission... hurray
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[24 Jun 2009|12:51pm]
My poor neglected journal :(

A lot has happaened in the past few weeks.

Dennis and I finally found a place
We weren’t too happy with it
Because when we moved in… the place was trashed, smelly and nothing worked.
And when I say nothing… I mean… NOTHING
Toilet, shower, dishwasher, water heater, stove, ect…
I cut myself 3 times on broken glass while cleaning.
I took 2 days off work to clean.
Dennis has been working his butt off fixing everything in the house.
I talked to the owners many times but it seems like they don’t care…
And we needed to live here so what else could we do?
We haven’t even started unpacking out clothes or anything else.
I’m taking another day off work to unpack.
I think it’s brining Dennis and I closer, because we are trying to fix up a place for US :)

Monday is our 2 year anniversary.
I’m poor
I can’t buy him anything, so I don’t know what else to do
My creative mind is not working
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[27 May 2009|02:40pm]
well
I'm a college gradate!!!!
With my degree I am now considered a professional interior designer
:)

oh yeah
I got hired as full time as a kitchen designer
:)

although I'm going to be working full time for a while...
I decided that I only want to work here part time.
The restaraunt/waitressing job asked me back...

Even though I get paid good as a designer, the tips are too hard to give up, expecially since I'm saving up money.
Also...
I'm happier with more variety in my life.

I hope this isn't a stupid decision
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[19 May 2009|05:54pm]
I'm so nervous

I'm graduating
I only have a part time job
Dennis and I have not yet found a house
My mother knows we are moving in yet my father does not
I don't know if they'll except my master's classes at Fresno State
I don't know if I can get into Cal Poly before the quarter starts
I don't know if I have enough money to even go to school
I don't know if my financial aide will hold up

Is that it?


I'm sick to my stomach
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[18 May 2009|04:11pm]
Finals Week!

One down
three to go!
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[04 May 2009|10:00pm]
So
I'm freaking out but just a little bit

I'm sad I'm moving away from my best friend and roommate
We really got along perfectly

I'm sad that I'm leaving Fresno
it grew on me

but I am happy that I will be with my boy everyday

*****

We got approved for another place
I'm pretty sure we'll be taking this one
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[28 Apr 2009|12:21am]
So this is the only place I can rant because apparently I can't talk to my boyfriend when something is really bothering me because I'm just "complaining"

I'm not complaining
I'm not putting him down
I'm not doing anything bad
I had something on my mind that was making me sad (nothing to do with him) and he said I was creating problems for myself

yeah... thanks buddy
That's EXACTLY what I was wanting to hear

where's the normal "it's okay babe, I'm here"
or at LEAST "Don't worry"
ALSO
this was a really big thing... not just a... "oh no I don't like my haircut" or "i have so much homework"
it was big, thanks BUDDY!

Somehow I was the one to apologize for everything
it's so messed up
I couldn't even open my mouth or else it would have been really bad

at least writing this makes me feel better :)

THANKS LJ
BOO boyfriend

:)

p.s.
I'm graduating next month!
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[17 Apr 2009|02:15pm]
YAY!
So Dennis and I found these super cute condos!
I love them
We turned in our application today.

Dennis said I can't get too excited because he doesnt want me to get my hopes up...
but I can't help it. I'm excited

on a bad note:
I get no government help for graduate studies
therefore I am going to have to work full time
while getting my master's full time
I know it's going to be really hard, emotionally and physically
but it's okay
I'm still young
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[07 Apr 2009|11:15am]
so I'm super nervous
Dennis and I are turning in applications today
but the place we want has two other pending applicants.
eek

I hope they like us
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[06 Apr 2009|12:21am]
SPRING BREAK!
but not really
because I have 2 huge projects to do
yeah... thanks teachers

Dennis and I are house sitting my boss' house from Tuesday-Monday
so pretty much my whole break!
I absolutely love their beautiful home

Dennis and I are moving in together
I'm pretty scared
but much more excited

I'm moving back to Paso Robles after I graduate
because he is my man an will always be
so I'm giving up my dream of being a big shot designer in a big city
but my dreams have changed, so I'm okay with that... I'm MORE than okay with that :)

"You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams."

cheeeeesy, I know :)
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Project Description [16 Mar 2009|11:21am]
That's my project
I just finished last night
I haven't been this sleep deprived in... um... ever
Poor Dennis spent all weekend not sleeping and helping me construct everything.
He's pretty much amazing.

Anyways
it's up in an art gallery and out show runs this week and next week.
Professional night is Thursday
and friends and family night is Friday
I'm so excited
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[10 Mar 2009|12:14am]
most money I have ever spent on a project- gonna be more than $500
Pisses me off!
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[25 Feb 2009|08:34pm]
So
I know that I have been talking about my boyfriend life in this journal a lot, but it happens.

I wanted to note the fact that he has changed dramatically
He has always been a superb boyfriend... we just clashed in some areas.
But now... he somehow... changed, and we don't clash at all?
It wasn't like he needed to change, it was just that our personality differences that got in the way sometimes.
Is changed possible?
It's so weird...
I have never felt this way before and I am so... Excited!

He told me that he is going to make this work no matter what, because I am all he ever wants and I am all he looks forward too.

Yeah... I melted.
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[25 Feb 2009|08:28pm]
SOOOOOOOOO
My senior project show in the gallery is in March.
It will cost me hundreds of dollars and IS costing me most of my social life.
Although, I'm super excited about my design ideas/concept.
This is the big ending BANG for my college year before I graduate.

I'm kind of freaked out about graduating and finding a job.
Kerri and I made a road trip down to SLO today because Cal Poly was having an Architecture Design Fair.
We dressed all spiffy and printed out our resumes.
We talked to lots of firms, and a lot had an interior design unit within their firm.
A few told me that they liked me and were interested. They took my resume and gave me their business cards and told me to call them.
Kerri and I were the only designers there since Cal Poly does not offer an interior design degree.
Yes, we were sneaking into the Cal Poly fair, but we told the head people and they were okay with it :)
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[18 Feb 2009|11:44am]
I'm stressed
my whole week has been school and homework.
I've been working on homework till 5am everyday
I have no life

I want to go to Paso and see my man
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[15 Feb 2009|08:45pm]
"I am unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him"

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Happy Valentine's Day
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[11 Feb 2009|06:02pm]
SOOOOOOO
Life is good
Dennis and I are doing the best we have been doing in a long time
weird how that works

Valentine's Day is this Saturday
I'm excited

School is good
I'm exited

:)
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[26 Jan 2009|11:06pm]
So I finished up my first week of school and now am starting the second week.
Last semester till I graduate.
Weird.
Finding a full time job by summer that has to do with my degree would be awesome
but in this economy, who knows

I still have another year or two till I get my Master's
we'll see how it goes
At least I don't have to stay in Fresno because I can work on my thesis anywhere.
I'm pretty sure I finished all the master classes by the end of this semester
I'm glad I started this early while I'm still getting my lower degree.
It definitely saved me a year of school.

I can always go back to my intern place since they offered me a job.
I would like to move to a big city though.... Kerri and I... that would be perfect

oh, and maybe have a boyfriend
that'd be good too.
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